I just contacted someone who… Okay this is gonna be a long description: used to hate me because I did something wrong but sent me a long inbox message after cutting me off completely for two years apologizing how much of a jerk he was at the time and asked me to forgive him.
Um. I just wanted to wish him a happy birthday.
It took a lot of courage for me to do it though… I know he doesn’t really use Facebook so I had to send him an iMessage, which was definitely more direct and personal. I don’t know why I still feel a little… Shy? Scared? I dunno.
He replied, thanked me, and asked me to keep in touch with him more often. Oh well, I’m incredibly busy at the moment (finals are just around the corner and I’m finally moving out of my house, etc) so that’s unlikely to happen unless he contacts me first.
I guess he’ll be that guy in my life that I’ll always have feelings for?